When I see you again.....

To see you again after so many months in person brought me so much joy. When I arrived at Palmerston Airport, my eyes went straight to the waiting lounge and hoping to get a glimpse of you. I could not find you, I was anxious and started to wonder how I might feel when I see you again.

I saw you walking through that automatic door, my face beamed with joy. The smile on your face, I will never forget. That smile, it's speak so much. It tells me you are as joyful as I am, how much you have been missing me and long to see me and be with me. It also tells me of your love to me.... I can't help but cry when I held you. I was telling myself not to, because it's suppose to be a very very happy moment. I love you too much to be away from you for that long.

The hardest part of you not being around me, it's not only how much I am missing you.... but also because I am not sure how you feel about not living with me anymore. I almost did not give you a choice. All I did is let you know that this is the best solution for us right now. It's almost I have chuffed this on you and I am sorry...... if this is against your will.

It's has been a trip I walk every single day... asking myself if I am making the right decision for letting both of you go.... even it's only temporarily. I know I will be missing so much! I am so sure when you are with me, I might not be able to make you feeling happy every moment of the day; but I am sure I can make you feel better when you are not having a good day!

I miss having you around..... having you talking to me non stop about your day, about your friends, about what you have done, I miss every little bit of things about you.

I LOVE YOU.... please always remember that